Sunday, August 13, 2006
nakakatuwa...masaya tuloy ako....na nag agawan pa tayo...sa hotdog at avocado....pero nanalo ka...at nakuha mo....nakakaasar...malungkot tuloy ako...na ayaw mo mamigay...nang hotdog at avocado...
now, spit it out!
1:33 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Minsan...
Nakakatakot pumasok sa mundo kung saan ang mga tao, naiiba sa iyo..
Hindi mo alam kung anong iniisip nila tungkol sa iyo...
Ayaw mo nalang isipin...
Kase alam mo na hindi nila alam kung ano ang mga pinagdaanan mo...
Hindi mo rin kase ito nakukuwento...
Bakit?
Makikinig ba sila sayo?
Iba't ibang tao dumadaan sa buhay nang tao...
Nagiging kaibigan...
Nagiging kasintahan...
Nagiging kaaway...
At kung ano ano pa...
At ayon nang kasabihan...
"Matira ang matatag"
Iba iba ang prinsipyo nang mga tao sa mundo...
Mahirap man isipin na hindi lahat nang tao ay makakasundo mo...
Iba't ibang paraan rin kung paano lumaki...
Iba't ibang karanasan sa buhay...
Iba't ibang paniniwala na namumuo...
Sari sariling responsibilidad...
Sari sariling abilidad...
Minsan...
Nakaktakot pumasok sa mundo kung saan ang mga tao, naiiba sayo...
Lahat tayo naiiba...
now, spit it out!
11:07 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
I'm not in the mood too....No matter how you push me to it...Don't expect me to do it...I can't force myself to something that i don't want to do...You can't force me either...I know everything is a choice...Therefore.. I choose not to do it... I choose not to force myself... I choose not to piss myself off by forcing myself to do it...I won't do it...I take full resposibilty for not wanting to do it..Now shut the f*** up!
now, spit it out!
10:51 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
It's here again...It's building up...There's not much i can do to keep it away...It just keeps coming back...It's affecting me too much now...I guess it's really time...It's really time to do what i was supposed to do when i found out...A week ago...It's too much now...I need help...Give me time...Give me space...To figure out whats wrong..
now, spit it out!
7:52 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
I'd rather keep my distance..That way i wouldn't be affected that much..By your unconscious stabs..Just leave me alone!
now, spit it out!
10:49 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006

I guess when you choose to forget something
You do your best to forget itUntil your convinced it's goneI guess when you choose not to see somethingYou look right through itUntil your convinced you never saw itI guess when you choose not to feel somethingYou feel something elseUntil your convinced you never felt itI guess when you choose not to hear somethingYou listen to other thingsUntil your convinced you never heard itIs this the same with forgetting that feeling indescribable?I guess when you choose not to love someone anymoreYou leave that love aloneUntil your convinced you never loved that someone beforeBut you can never convince your heart to love someone, nor can you convince your heart not to love someone
now, spit it out!
8:39 PM